SO, quick update on my life before C block finishes, and D block starts...
TWO DAYS AGO, me and abbey had a deep conversation about who else;). SO PERFECTT!! whywhywhy? OH I also found out about a hypocrite, who wont stop being hypocritical, JEEZ MAAAN. But, I dont wanna be in a bad mood soo....
YESTERDAY, Cristina and Amanda "jumped on the
Cali bandwagon!!" meaning they're thinking of moving to Cali with us!!!. So excited cuz my dream to move is actually coming true. I can just see us, all living together in a Cali house, going to school at UCI/Berkley, and cruising down the california streets:) I've been so tired of school lately and some of the people who surround me, that I want to move now. But I know that I cant yet, since I know Im still too dependent on my family. I think thats the only thing thats stopping me from moving now, and the fact that im
b r o k e . Oh also last night, Ryanimay updated his blog:) WOWOW, all I can say. Everything he writes about, is written so poetically, its amazing.
Im so into english and because of him, well and Mrs. Nannery. My interest in the arts just "blossomed" again and it came back stronger than its passion before... Last year, I lost all my interest in the arts. But I've rediscovered it, and now, I wanna do everything...
Im also intensely interested in figuring myself out... figuring others out, figuring everything out...thats why I want to take psychology, I've discovered that I cant handle not understanding someone...I get frustrated (as twilight-esque as that sounds) But its true...thats why I take bio! I need to understand the mind of someone, I mean not to the point of what theyre thinking, but like understanding them..
Cluttered enough as this blog is, I'm gonna go back to why I wanna go to Cali. I need a new start. Of course Im gonna visit vancouver as much as possible, drive down as much as I can.. Im probably gonna be one of those people who force myself to forget about high school. All the stupid memories.. the people. I love my classmates, and I know I'm gonna do all I can to stay in touch with some of them, but I think I took high school to seriously, in the end I wanna forget about it. HAHA stupid ehh?
Oh and, I
need to dance again.. I
need a new outlet to expression. I
need need n e e d . . . I
WANT... Why did I stop?!
Ill finish later..as of now... I cant think, my minds to cluttered.
love forever,
zenia.
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2 Comments:
!!!!!!!!!!! (L)
yeee mann inspired by you. lol
i shall blog more often now